+ i don't give a sh!t how many muscles, titts, or asses you can fit in a frame, i find that kinda sh!t unimpressive.
+ vegan mostly for ethical reasons, such as environmental, economical & beliefs pertaining to anthropomorphism without anthropocentrism & i work very actively w/ a lot of non-profit organizations as well as on my own to help educate others of these issues.
+ geeky introvert.
+ insomniac.
+ ueber small... x_X 21 and i still wear single digit kid clothes.
+ consume an extensive amount of coffee, daily.
+ working on an MD in psychiatry.
+ consider myself pansexual, though that wasn't a given option here, so only accordingly did i chose bisexual.
"it means google and creativity are waist of time.
In Reply To:
I rated you a 10 !!
And just what does pansexual mean?"
+ though i enjoy- working out too, i'm not uploading/posting half nudes so a stranger can give their opinion of me.
+ i use FF and have the pop-up blocker enabled.. so IMs are automatically blocked.
+ complimenting me on my looks is a waist of yours and my time.

+ broken household appliances
+ i want to quit again already
+ livid final flames
+ jak is pagliacci
+ kafka on the rocks
+ phourdythrea
+ stuffington post

+ facebook
+ myspace
+ twitter
+ youtube
+ buzznet
+ VF
+ FTJ
+ fileden

04.09
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fuck, 2 seconds later, i get a essay of an email.
"i'll never tell you how i feel at this very momen...
6 fucking guys(majority of which where sober?) hav...
just some more BS
ne0rotic: we should continue with our long convers...
said i would start updating this thing, so walla h...
b/c it's private...http://ashes2dust.livejournal.c...
lots of crazy shit has happened, & i realize i'm m...
| comming soon |
| it's the lack of oxygen i blame for my coldness |

11.15.2009

a bullet went through my heart last night and it had your name on it. I don't want you to feel like shit from me sayiing that to you. I just want you to know... your words were crushing. I've lost a lot of hope in not just me but the world around me.

gah, at least he understands how hopeless this shit is.

+++ random thougths @ 1:24 AM