+ i don't give a sh!t how many muscles, titts, or asses you can fit in a frame, i find that kinda sh!t unimpressive. + vegan mostly for ethical reasons, such as environmental, economical & beliefs pertaining to anthropomorphism without anthropocentrism & i work very actively w/ a lot of non-profit organizations as well as on my own to help educate others of these issues. + geeky introvert. + insomniac. + ueber small... x_X 21 and i still wear single digit kid clothes. + consume an extensive amount of coffee, daily. + working on an MD in psychiatry. + consider myself pansexual, though that wasn't a given option here, so only accordingly did i chose bisexual.
"it means google and creativity are waist of time.
In Reply To:
I rated you a 10 !!
And just what does pansexual mean?" + though i enjoy- working out too, i'm not uploading/posting half nudes so a stranger can give their opinion of me. + i use FF and have the pop-up blocker enabled.. so IMs are automatically blocked. + complimenting me on my looks is a waist of yours and my time.
| it's the lack of oxygen i blame for my coldness |
him: the only thing i want you to change is your status for me (which is some vague reference of saying that i want to change how you are single so that im your boyfriend), everything else is nominal, which doesn't mean I don't care about anything or everything else, it simply means i am willing to accept them the way they are without seeking revision him: if i did not 'try' to become your boyfriend, how would i ever become your bf? and i'm sorry you feel like running away and blocking me, i never thought it would be that serious so as to cause you to take such measures me: you're completely objectifying me
[note: this guy has not even had over 12 hours of convo total w/ me, idealization much?]
maybe i'm wrong, but this is becoming way to time consuming.
Waking this morning earlier then anticipated to a world appearing more shitastic then usual thanks to the lovely sun lighting up my room through empty beer bottles on my bed side table, i decided to go ahead and use my extra free time to write an update finally in this thing :)
wanting to stay relatively current to events i guess i'll go ahead and write about last nights drunken idiocy. Hanging out w/ my roommate in her room, laying on the floor while talking w/ her, I spotted something of mine on her table aside the bed she was laying in. Telling her I wanted what she had of mine back, she went on and on of how she uses it more then me, trying to persuade me to let her have it. During this convo, I felt something sharp underneath me... I was laying on a black sharpie(haha, i'm so lame). Jokingly I told her that if she wouldn't give me back what she took, I would draw on her. Her apathetic response to this made it hardly seem worth the effort of me moving to try to do so. So Instead i pulled the next thing out from under me, a bra, and told her I was going to write her ownership of it on it as well as all the other undergarments on her floor unless she gave me back what she took... Though this idea seems lame now, remember I was at the time somewhat intoxicated, making it funny, and thus that is what I did, as she sat watching and laughing. I also decided to write "if found, please return" followed by her number.. Did this to about eight undergarments till I became tired, and bored.. I never even really cared about the item she took, just wanted to mess w/ her. Waking up this morning however I realized over half of the things I labeled w/ her name and shit where actually mineee.. as well! Pffft, so I now have socks, bras and underwear w/ her name labeled on the inside, yayy lol.
Switching topics.. got a new kick ass job yesterday thanks to amanda, which I'll be starting tomorrow :) Lots more detail there, though I'm bout to cut this update short, as me and casey are going apt shopping downtown here in a few hours. Ugh, so depending on the view, I just might sign my life away to satan and live in hell for another year after all.
Heading out to aldi's tonight for a friend's show.. And other shit too fucked up to write about in a public blog...
you can read about some of last weeks events here: http://jakxcore.blogspot.com/2009/05/friday-was-pretty-intense.html
